Finally, this Sunday, I hand over the things that he wants from the house. Thank god it wont be him picking them up. He is having some family members pick it all up. I plan on having everything outside in the driveway and I will stay inside. I will have someone here with me for moral support. I don’t want to talk to those specific family members. Almost his entire family wrote me off anyway so why would I want to talk to them.
I so wish it would rain Sunday!
This has been such a long journey. 19 months. I should be divorced in a couple of weeks and the house will be mine officially. Since I will be here for a while, I need to make some cosmetic changes around here so it will feel like mine.
I am looking forward to December and 2016 for a fresh start. No more lawyer bills, no more credit card bills, no more living check to check, no more waiting. Time to take control of my life again.