I haven’t written in a month, because there hasn’t been much to write about. It’s been the same shit, different day.
I am at least working full time again, thank god. I am busy for 8 hours a day, M-F. That leaves the rest of time to try and keep busy. I have still been walking with my neighbor, which has been helpful, and gives me something to look forward to. She is the only person I see all week.
Like a lot of people, this whole situation was starting to get to me. I wasn’t feeling myself. I was feeling very down and anxious. I was also watching way too much news! I called my doctor and explained what was going on and he called in something for me. I have never felt this way before and I have never taken anything before.
It also was the first time I went into a store in about 6 weeks, so I was nervous to go, but I did it! I have been getting everything delivered this whole time. So I got to see how the stores are running, with all the arrows, and everyone wearing masks. of course, I wore mine as well. I was in and out with in 5 mins. I did not want to be there.
I was only watching 1 dog, once a week and I stopped that for now as well. I didn’t want to be responsible for someone else’s dog if I wasn’t feeling right.
I am feeling better. I have stopped watching all news entirely. I see the head lines from some news sources on my Facebook feed, which is plenty. I watch my governor speak almost every day, to keep up on whats going on my state only. My state just went into “faze 1” and some businesses are opening up, with lots of precautions and restrictions. Some parks and beaches are opening too. I still don’t plan on changing my routine any time soon though. It’s too soon.
One good thing, is that I am not spending much money, during this crazy time, so I have been able to continue to pay down my debt. I am getting very close to paying off my credit card, which is the last piece of the puzzle!
On a lighter note, I have now been here for 3 years! Wow, where did the time go?? I still cant believe that I made such a big move by myself! I am very happy that I did. It was a good decision for sure. No regrets.
So I am hangin there the best that I can. Hope you are all doing well and staying safe!
Life, as we know it, has changed for ever.